♥ Beautiful Disastrous Mess

I'm nineteen, married, and just had a little boy in July. I gained a ton while pregnant and couldn't stand it. Now I'm exactly 4 months postpartum and two pounds away from prepregnancy weight, then it's time to get back to my lowest weight or something I'm happy with!

Be warned, I've struggled with ednos(anorexic and bulimic tendencies) and BED in the past, occasionally mention it or relapse.

HEIGHT: 5’ 5”
FRAME: Medium-Large
HW: 157 lbs (Jan 2010)
LW: 128 lbs (March 2010)
PPW: 190(13 days post-partum/July 17)
CW: 142 lbs (Mar 8, 2013)
GW1: 153 lbs
GW2: 143lbs
UGW: 125 lbs
BMI: CHUBS.


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Food Diary

Last Binge:
September 17
Last Purge:
October 10
Last Cut:
September

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thedefinitionofmycharacter:

throwindown-inthedirtydirtysouth:

New perspective on what mothers usually find “annoying”

Awwwwwww!!!!

Oh my gosh, my bubby is staying with his dad tonight(my husband but we’ve been having issues for months) and I just wanna hug him now. Brb, crying.

(Source: hyojineee, via organicmummy)

keep-calm-stay-healthy:

because-you-deserve-it:

keep-calm-stay-healthy:

Proof that heavy lifting doesn’t make you “bulky” ;)

Is that even the same person what

yes yes yes. this is me. the left is me last year, the left is me now. i have a ton of questions about this in my inbox. its real, its the same person ok.

keep-calm-stay-healthy:

because-you-deserve-it:

keep-calm-stay-healthy:

Proof that heavy lifting doesn’t make you “bulky” ;)

Is that even the same person what

yes yes yes. this is me. the left is me last year, the left is me now. i have a ton of questions about this in my inbox. its real, its the same person ok.

(via fitblr4life)

sweetthinspiration:

Sweet transformation!

sweetthinspiration:

Sweet transformation!

beforeandafterfatlosspics:

taninspiration 
170 cms (5’7”), first picture is 78 kgs, (172 pounds) last one is 54 kgs(119 pounds) 

beforeandafterfatlosspics:

taninspiration 

170 cms (5’7”), first picture is 78 kgs, (172 pounds) last one is 54 kgs(119 pounds) 

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I swear she has a body just like mine!

I swear she has a body just like mine!

(Source: athleticsistas, via weight-a-second)

imaginaryme23:

Follow for more fitspo

imaginaryme23:

Follow for more fitspo

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striveformybest:

***Sexy is loving your own body. Fit or not. Thin or not. Sexy is being confident. Sexy is taking care of yourself. Sexy isn’t one body type.

I love this, someday I’ll get my head out of my rear and make the commitment :/

striveformybest:

***Sexy is loving your own body. Fit or not. Thin or not. Sexy is being confident. Sexy is taking care of yourself. Sexy isn’t one body type.

I love this, someday I’ll get my head out of my rear and make the commitment :/

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thedrozshow:

Eating a Mediterranean diet is not only healthy, it actually saves you a lot of money. Print this list the next time you go shopping for a handy guide.

thedrozshow:

Eating a Mediterranean diet is not only healthy, it actually saves you a lot of money. Print this list the next time you go shopping for a handy guide.